Tuesday, October 7, 2014

A bit frightening, exciting, interesting

4.

I wrote the above before I read your answer.

So here are a few more lines...


Hi again,

thanks for your honesty, a good beginning in a meeting with a new person, honesty. I also think there are a lot of advantages to sharing tour life with someone. Something that´s evolved in me, the feeling that I want to share my adventure, life, with someone, and I don´t think that this someone is someone you “have to” change to be right. By that I´m not saying you made unreasonable demands, from what little I know about your former relation, sobriety and honesty seem totally reasonable.


There are so many roads in your letter I want to go down...

I lie and smile when I read what you write...

Recognize myself in so much...


And I am happy when I read the word contemplation, the question is if you are not the first one to use that word when writing me, but I often use it, as an answer to how I spend my days, contemplate!


About alcohol: nothing I drink... a choice I made a few years ago, a choice from the insight that alcohol doesn´t bring anything to my life... there is nothing I know of that I can do better with alcohol in by blood, or that would enhance an experience of some kind, in any form.


But I do drink coffee...


A bit frightening, exciting, interesting how your words and description of yourself and yours with a few alterations could be a story about me, my thoughts, values and dreams...


There have been occasions when I have sat with a pair of scissors or by a lake or/and thought about where to turn to to eliminate your citizenship... send your passport/drivers license.
 
T.

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